i seem to think i'm ‘that guy'. some people like, some people pretend to like and some just people don't.
i often wonder if the things that are happening, are actually happening. i second guess everything and everything i do, without doubt. not because of the consequences, if its the right thing or because they might want to be friends to me. but more the fact i'm afraid of being hurt, things changing, or thinking that anyone could actually like me for me. i'm good at bottling things up, being hard to read and i tend to keep a lot to myself.
i have absolutely no idea what i want to do with my life, those who do are extremely lucky. i have dreams, and i have few goals, the things that are going to happen will happen, just haven’t decided when yet. i'm a nice person most of the time, but i have the ability to be a complete dick. i'm a negative thinker, it seems to be all i know. i help others and put their needs before my own, as much as some people wouldn't believe that. i'm to busy seeing the good in people, which isn't always the best thing, because you end up getting screwed over.
people change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you apprieciate them when they're right. you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself & sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.
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